The Expressions of my life

Done

I hate the fact that when things finally start going good for me and my family that something has to bring us down. My husband and I are finally financially stable started renting the nicest house we’ve been in so far and can actually afford everything we have and still have extra money to spend but now our landlord decided she wants to put our house on the market because her and her fiance split up and she wants to buy a new house…. ok Im sorry that u and ur flavor of the week split up and u r now living with another guy and decided u dnt want him either but seriously this is bullshit. If we wouldve known this would ever happen we wouldve never even thought about moving in we could have gone somewhere even nicer and a lil bit more pricey but so wat at least we would have a secure home. So now I have to deal with realtors showing up with no notice and showing my house to people when my husband and I are trying to spend time with our daughters. I know the house has to be shown but they told us that they would give us 24 hour notice thast they are coming but apparently thats a fucking lie. So yet again my husband and I have to find another place to live and its nearly impossible to find a house to rent right now thats not hrs away from my work my moms since she babysits while I work or my in laws bc my husband rides with my father in law to work every day to save on gas since the job is in fucking MD! I cant take this anymore why does this shit always have to fucking happen I feel like we will never get a fucking break! And above all things I wish that our credit wasnt shit so that we could just buy a house things would be so much easier that way if we could get a fucking loan we could build our own place bc my parents gave me 5 acres of their land and even if that didnt perk my grandmother said I could build on her property but it doesnt matter because our credit isnt perfect… God I just want to be able to provide a stable home for my children Im so tired of having to move I want to have a place we can permanently call home Im tired of having to rent its never ending…. I just want things to go right for once or to stay as good as they have been but I dont see that happening anytime soon. So fuck it.